NiCOLE

Another yr...another bday....well, im one more yr older!!! Now...im 23 y/o!!

i get to make a wish right, thou there is no cake!!! The followings r things i wanna do and i hope i can fulfill in the comin' yr. 

1 Pass 國考.....which is more like a wish...
2 Go to Guam or 墾丁....another wish...\(^0^)/
3 Study English in UK for at least 1 month 
4 Better Skin

++ I can finally be accepted by WRETCH today
++ Studyin' @ 中國圖書館
++ My cousine, Mei, is studyin' alone sometimes
++ Fainted again yesterday 
++ Feel calm lately....perhaps ive worked it out
++ Havin' piles of books to keep up w/
++ Since had my hair cut months ago, i hvt been chatted up til' the other day
++ Im anticipatin' goin' out w/ u guys after the annoyin' exam

im nothing without my secrets 

謝謝潛水ㄉ朋友們 ^^

Im such a trouble-maker. 

Felt awafully yesterday and thax u guys for helpin' me out.

An~~~ appreciate for everything...really!!! Give me a hug!!!! 我對你....真ㄉ是盡在不言中!!!
Fi~~~ thu u had probs and was also in a bad mood yersterday, u still listened to me and tried to chear me up!!! Mm...點滴在心頭ㄚ!!!

No more depression plez....我ㄉ手機帳單大爆炸啦!!!

Im so lucky brought up in such beautiful family & im just like a lil princess. While other girls in their twenties are worryin' about their future & strivin' for life, im here worryin' about my weight. 

I might be sophisticated in some case, but honestly...我單純到有點笨!!! Though i wanna be as strong as jD & Tna are, it'd never happen...i guess.

總覺ㄉ自己很無聊.....always get something silly stuck in my head...just like Snoopy does.

 

May 3rd @ 印月

Theme : Uniform
 
Time : 8 pm

List : Nicole, Angela, Shay, Chialing, 小花, 少爺, 姿樺, 半妖, Dada, 季陶, ㄇㄇ...for now

 Finally....the miserable one-wk-midterm came to an end this morning. Im knackered because of sleeplessness...i even slept merely 3 hrs last night for studyin'.

In the first place, i would sing K with them after the exam for celebratin' the end of the midterm, but i ended up stayin' at home watchin' TV, readin' mag, chattin', and writtin' blog...!!! I I don't know, just felt like spendin' the time by myself.  \(^0^)/

Ive been thinkin'  a lot after talkin' to angela this noon. Actually, i ain't sure what im supposed to do now. Im even confused of my real thoughts. Whether should i move on or should i move in??? ˋ(‵＿′!!)ˊ Maybe just wait and c bah...how can i stay so cool??? 那種感覺很微妙 該怎ㄇ說才好??? 

I used to be an outgoin' & innocent girl. But since when, Ive been used to keepin' my all feelings inside??? Maybe because of  bein' betrayed for 2 many times, id rather lock my heart. Yup....im still kind to everyone, but i juist fake a smile and few ppl are allowed in. I don't want to be so superficial...but the reality makes me have to be. Now, im more careful of choosin' friends and won't sacrify for those nobody anymore. Thats right...from now on, im gonna live my life in my way !!! 

What am I supposed to act??? 

Don't worry...i won't say any harmful words like u do...but i think we're through & u can leave anytime u like. Don't blame me everything...u should know i prefer freedom than anything. BTW...the more u do, the further u push me away...so save those meaningless behaviors, and at least we can be regular friends. 

Now i suggest our separatin' no matter u take it or not.

I think i've given up fightin' for my weight....8D

Yeah...I'm BIGGER than other gilrs, but so what, nobody is 100% perfect! Destined or not, I get to accept who I am.

Btw, i ain't that kinda girl givin' up delicacies because of losing weight, so bye-bye to those calorie-culculating days. Even thought, that doesn't mean i'll dig in...I just follow a healthier eatin' habits.

Yeah, shcool's starting is at 8:10 today, but I'm still home writing my blog. Anyway, i won't be the only one bein' late. 

Another winter vacation....another Chinese New Year...>"< ( Don't wanna grow up, I wanna get out )

Yesterday, the last day of 07' winter vacation, was spent at 三元, then havin' high tea with Mei at 印月! It's been my 2nd time having high tea at 印月. 印月號稱是台中貴婦必去的下午茶餐廳, of course, we ain't celebrities at all, or we were just the contrast group...8D.

Then we went to 新光 for window shoppin'.

Got a haircut at 精誠路HAPPY HAIR ( Tom recommended it to me )on monday morning for $800. Yeah....i know it's sort of expensive, but i seldom have my hair perm or dyed, so i think costing a little bit more on cut is acceptable. 

Well...what's my hairstyle??? XD....just as innocent as a student, but i like it!!!

XMAS DINNER 

RESTAURANT：馬克廚房
ADD：台中市北區太原路二段124號
          ( a charged parkin' lot nearby, or park in my community )
DATE：24／12／06
TIME：5:30
SPECIAL：小天使小主人

Make-up = Mask
For me, make-up=mask ( mean no offense). That's why i tend to go out without putting on any make-up, except for some partys, feasts...etc. Sometimes, i look into the mirror & wonder who's the girl wearing make-up, and then i get confused!!! Then, when i look at the one without any make-up, everything seems to be real again (that's odd right?!). However, i must confess that i apply make-up more n' more often...hope i won't be conditioned in the future. 

Simple Me
actually just too lazy to complicate matters ╮(╯◇╰)╭

when u do finally get what u want, the problem is there's always someone tryin to take it away

OMG..........thanks to the moon festi, I gained about 2 kgs. Ohoh...My obesity is killin' me....& my thighs are obviously much closer than before. >"<

How could it be.........??? Sigh...T___T

*** Get To Lose Weight ***

I Wanna Rock　I Wanna Rock　I Wanna Rock

Sorry了Baby　在我的血液裡　有一種叛逆叫美麗
不會乖乖地　躺在你的懷裡　別以為它只屬於你
愛你是我還沒做的決定

I Wanna Rock　I Wanna Roll
微笑只是表情　如果你不真心

Who's gonna catch me when I fall???
Who's gonna side with me???
Who's gonna be my guardian angel???
Who's gonna be there for me???
Who's gonna save me from the fray???
Who's gonna sing me sleep???
Who's gonna put up with me all the time???
Who's gonna take good care of me???

CALL ME FOOL

At length, I found my watch was right in the pocket of the coat I wore that day. (Hahahaha....Chialing & Smallhua, please don't slap me!!!)

I know I ain't good with ppl ( maybe some of u can't agree with that). Honestly, even talkin' to my friends could make me feel uncomfortable.
Actually, I really appreciate u guys' company. Just I don't know how to maintain our friendships after gettin' along for weeks. So, I'd rather escape & run away. No doubt, u guys are definitely good persons. Probably, I'm in the fray of losing ( that's my problem).
The finals are coming. So, I think I'll BRB. Let's +oil together bah. Anyway, I hope u all know that it's good to study, chat, & have meals with u guys.